Woot for school being done, I am so freaking happy! I just hope I passed Human Growth and Devenlopment because if i didn't I would have to retake it and that would just piss me so much off!!! Actually I have one more test to take at noon and Abbey and I are bored because its not even eleven yet so we decided to come to the computer lab and dilly daddle. We were sitting across from Kaite's Ben for the longest time and all he said was hi, and that's only because I said hi first. Very unsocialble. He looked like he was busy so I didn't try to strike up a conversation with him. Oh well he'll come around, well he better because yeah.

I love being a checker! I had nothing to complain about when I came home from work last night, everything was great, well okay, not great, I mean come on its work.

OMG!! Grey's Anatomy Finale was freaking spectacular!!! Meredith should totally go for Dr. McDreamy,even though he's married and called her a slut, who cares he's freaking adorable. And why did Denny have to die, I knew he was going to, but why God, why? lol

I really want to go somewhere this summer, just us gals, ROAD TRIP!!! Even if its not that far away.

well i have nothing else to say, it just turned eleven and I still have another hour to go before i'm done with school. AHHHHH boring boring

Peace out all my sistas from other mistas, lol

This week I am having very serious issues about getting older.
It seems that I am having a bunch of little signs about responsibilities and tasks that are here or are about to come and I don't want them, simple as that.

I am never becoming a mother. I had to watch a newborn the other day for a few hours and I thought she was going to end up dying. Babies and I really don't mesh well. They are cute and all but I think I would seriously end up killing one if I was left alone with one for an entire day. She was so cute though. I kind of wished she had a better situation then she does. First off her name is Annabelle, I think she deserves a better name than that, but hey.

On another note, I have to say that I am attracted to very strange guys. I don't know what kind of mechanism I have in my head, but I like strange dudes. I am not mentioning names, so don't ask or guess, I am too embarrased.

I want to know this from you gals
What do you think is the most important thing to have in a husband and a relationship?

Why am I so unmotivated-there is a reason why-its ticking me off that its not jumping out in front of me-deep down I know why-and that as well is ticking me off!

I focus too much on myself. I think that's one of the hardest factors for me to change about myself and its exactly the thing that would make my life more worthwhile if I changed it!

Do you ever feel that you are doing the same thing over and over again and nothing is going to change. Well I want to change that and do different things, things I've never done before, little things that will have a huge effect on me and the people around me.

Stating the obvious is boring. I do it all the time. Does that make me boring.

My job sucks!
~you see Bor ing

We never get any storm excitment. A few tree limbs blown here and there is nothing!

Well I have been bored, bored, and even more bored. Abbey wouldn't do anything with me today, I mean what good is having a twin if she isn't going to entertain you! I wanted to go to see a movie but, nooooo, Abbey didn't want to.

I filled out more stuff on my myspace, but that only took 10 minutes so bascially all I did today was go to church and nap.

I wish Kenny was better looking and not a country singer so I would be excited as well as you all!

I accidently drank out of my mother's water bottle and now I think I have her sore throat thingy, SUCKS MAJOR, I dont like being sick.

ANSWER THIS ORIGINAL SURVEY
Who out of us girls(me,abbey,katie,allison,rach)is:
Most Mature -
Most Outgoing -
Most Origional -
Most Creative -
Most Crazy -
Most Intuned with the world around them -
The person you would most dread to live with -
The person you would would love to live with -
The person you would go to if you had a "really" serious problem -
Most Annoying -
Most Predictable -
A Drama Queen -

Be honest, lol
Can you tell how bored I am!

I have been so bored that last few days.
When I'm bored I think.
Well, I just don't think, I DEEP think
Deep thinking is POISON I tell you poison.
I got to thinking about what things I'm "exceptionally" good at-
and you know what I came to realize - I'm not exceptionally great at anything!
I'm "good" at many things, but not exceptional.
You know how people have their own "thing" that they do really well: Like -
some people play an instrument really well or take tests, extreme sports, draw, design, work with computers
I don't have one of those special "things"
I think I might be coming down with something, I think its the change in the weather because its not an actual "sickness" that I am experiencing.
Life goes to fast, Very Very Very Fast

I had a dream the other night
All of us gals,including rachy, ryan d, mike c(for some odd reason) and nolan were all at eagle point park just hanging out and we were laughing like mad people, something was obviously funny, but I never figured it out, we were just having good time it seemed, it was a nice dream(besides mike c being in it?)I wish I knew what we were laughing at, Now that I think of it, it was a pretty funny dream in itself, I really dont need to know what we were laughing at, I even woke up smiling, and I am usually sluggish in the morning!

Today was a good day. Nice and simple.
I was in the middle of a dream when I got up this morning so needless to say I was a little woosy. Its not good getting up during REM sleep.
But I remembered my dream and I am going to tell it.

Okay, I was the main person in the dream, but I was played by that curly/dark haired/annoying girl from That 70's Show(don't know why) I with a bunch of people and we were living in tents in the middle of some rubble, It looked like someone bombed Chicago and the people who survived decided to set up camp in the middle of the wreakage (?) Well I was with this dude, looked like that Dharma's dad, from Dharma and Greg, and we were buying groceries. Somehow a grocery store managed to escape any damage. But I was getting into a fight with this dude I was with and he kept saying the peanut butter is too expensive, and I wanted it really bad, and I decided I was just going to take it, but the check-out ladies stopped at the door, And guess who they were- the girls from Grey's Anatomy! Then my alarm went off and I woke up-I felt very odd after I got up. I have some strange crap in my head.

Oddly enough, my alarm woke me up today and not the annoying HONK HONK of a Mr. BJ Ritzema!!!

GTG Project Runway is on!!!

My livejournal has been messing up lately, so that's why the background is always chaning!!!

WOW, I actually have time to vent all my thoughts on LiveJournal. I thought I would just bust if I didn't get to update my journal. I am totally just kidding. ta he ta ha ta ha ha ha.

WELL...........What to do, Allyson is displeased?

I am so very fatigued right at this very moment its not even funny.
I might not even read tonight, no, I probably will.

I was thinking today, in Human Growth, we were watching a movie about babies and development(babies are so cute:)well as long as they aren't mine. Well anyways I was just thinking to myself that I really love watching plays, like a lot. I had a really fun time at the play. Watching people you don't know and being able to "stare" at them is pretty cool. I dont know why, I just find it very interesting. That's why I give kudos to actors/actresses because you really have to have some balls/guts to do the crap they do.

Another thing I came upon is that I really like being the center of attention, and I don't like awkward silent moments. That's probably I like goofing around and saying gibberish. CLAP!!!

Kaite that thing you said to read was a total accident!lol

when you leave my colors fade to gray, ma ya hi ma ya oo

don't you just love it when you can just sit with someone and talk about "nothing" not about your past or future, just about anything.

I have yet to talk with someone like that and it kind of ticks me off!

That's why I love praying, you don't get looked at weird or cut-off because the other person is sick of hearing about God, because I am talking to Him. If I did hear a laugh I would get a little weirded out.

Hello HEllo its me Picasso, I will paint my words of love with you name on every wall, when you leave my colors fade to gray, a little each, my colors fade to gray. this song is so funny!!!

I love Emo music is so.....I can't put a word to it...I like the fact that all of the Emo bands have the rough and tough exterior, but strangly enough they all sing about sappy love sagas from their highschool years and most of them are in their mid-20's.

Today at school there was this really cool African band in our lunch room. Abbey and I only got to see the last five minutes of it but it was cool. The lead singer was this big burly black guy, he was wearing pajama bottoms, no shoes, and no shirt, I don't think he would of been aloud in any gas station. They were awesome, they were chanting in their African beats of life! They were totally shining like beacons! Sorry that you missed Katie. lol

I have decided I am going to marry someone who has dark hair, not black, but almost, can grow nice facial hair, but shaves every morning, and blue eyes, taller than me. I saw someone like that today and he looked nice. Easy on the eyes.

I had to work with Courtney tonight and she is just about the strangest girl. She has given our boss and weird nickname and insists on refering him to that nickname even when he's not around, funny thing is that she calls him Edwardo(spelling?) and everytime she said that it made me think of Eddy Keiler!!! So basically I was thinking of Eddy the whole night!

OMG Grey's Anatomy last night was so out of this world!!!
I can't believe the bomb actually exploded!
And I can't believe that Doctor McDreamy was going to leave after only saying "I'm glad you didn't blow up"

I had a dream last night that I won that Dream House on HGTV and I was living there with Josh Groban. Needless to say it was a pretty freaking awesome dream. And I have to say Rachy for the dream because I dont think I would of had had it unless she changed her user pick to Josh. Thank you Rach. I owe you one.

Look Up
Look Down
Look All Around
Look At Me and Sing, Sing A Song, Sing it loud, sing it strong!!!

Will someone tell me why?

After you die... Heaven After death, you will exist in heaven. Everything and everyone you love will constantly surround you for all of eternity. You lucky scoundrel.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Well DUH!!!

So I'm in the computer lab at school waiting until 10:30 rolls around because our Human Growth and Development teacher has decided not to show up to class. That is a blessing in disguise. I love it when she doesn't show. She did that a lot in Psychology as well.

Next class is Sociology, :(. That class is such a waste of time and money, the teacher doesn't teach us anything and there is a very very very catty/stupid/vadid/ditzy girl in our class that thinks she has to comment on every freaking thing. OMG!!! I don't know if I can handle her much more.

After that I go to A&P:(, FOR TWO FREAKING LONG ASS HOURS!!! We are probably going to take a large amount of notes that won't make sense when you get them home and its just a complete waste of energy writing them all down. Every class I wonder why bother?

Right after that very long class we go straight to Nutrition where we are taking the first test of the semester. Right now I believe it will be very easy, and I'm sure it will be.

Then we get to go home. I don't work tonight so I don't know what I am going to do with myself, but I slept many many hours last night and I have multitudes of energy. So.............

On another note. My brother Matt informed me that a former classmate of ours called Abbey and I "dorks"
All I can say is f*** him because he is a freaking pervert and a huge loser himself.

SO!!! If anyone would like to do something with me tonight give me a ring, if not you SUCK!!! (Just Kidding)

I promise I won't talk about any "issues".

Again I am free Saturday and Sunday night as well.

Today's plan was to finish my A&P worksheet and try to make sense of the notes. Did that happen? No it did not.
I need to focus and focus hard on just about every aspect of my life.
List of things I need to focus HARD on:
1. God
2. School
3. Family
4. Improvements in General like:
how I use my time
how I treat people
how I feel about some people
what I say
5. Other stuff I'm not aware of because I'm not focusing

So what did I spend my time with today?
I made a new mix CD, YEAH
At the moment of making the CD I thought I was using my time wisely, but now, I'm not so sure it was a good idea. I just wasted another day with procrastination............YEAH!!!(not good, not good at all)Sorry Snoopy!!!
Everyday is a good day!!!
The inside your mouth behind your lips and your cheeks are like memory foam beds.
Rachy when are we going to see a movie, Let's go see that gay boy movie,I think I would enjoy watching that with. Not with Kaite because at the end of it she would be saying "good for them."
Ms. O is too liberal!!!
Saw Mike C. tonight. He is such a person from Fulton.
I had loads of energy tonight, I wish I didn't have to waste it at work.
I work with some of the stupidest people, literally. I feel so bad for them. For many of them their whole life is HyVee/Smoking/Crappy Family
If I have to hear Margarit say Jesus Christ or GOD!!! one more time I am going to FLIP OUT!!!

Someone go with me to the Metro in Chicago to see Nada Surf and Rogue Wave or 30 Seconds to Mars!!!(Jared Leto Baby)

I hope the guy I talked with Sunday found Jesus, that would be cool.

You know what, Oh never mind.
Don't you hate when people do that. It really ticks me off.

When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?

I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?

I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness - Lev.15:19- 24. The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.

Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?

I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself?

A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination - Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this?

Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here?

Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die?

I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?

My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? - Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)

Kaite why would you say Fantastic to something like this?
Sometimes I just don't get you and where you stand, Puzzled